okay so my little sister kinda just tried to kill me.

she and i started to fight.

she stareted beating me.

i hurt her...i just felt so angery.


" i hat you with every once of my body" " i will always hate you" " i want you dead! I wish you where dead! i hate you! i never wanted you!" I look in her eyes...and i can see she means it.


part of me wants to make her happy and ....well...die.

i love her SO much.

shes my baby sister.


so know shes hurt. im in even more pain.



......but i know i need to press on.

i love her so much.

she hates me.