okay so the last post was a little dramtic.
i have had worse nights...lots worse.

and yea i no hes just a guy.
and true, i was an idoit to think a guy could like me more then a friendbut, if its not supposssed to mean anything...why do i have this funny feeling in my chest?



but.she stabbed me in the back.

hey if chris likes her and she likes him thats OK.
but she had to take it to the next level.......
i dont think im gonna go to Northway tomorow.
1. i do feel sick
2. my dad does not really want to drive

so.

i love you guys.
you are always there for me.
even though im an idiot.

much love,
kaitie

fire and ice

worse night.
of my life.
at least the last 1.5 hours was.
see i kinda sorta had plans to meet up with chris.
no big deal. till one of our firends said he likes me.
it statred out find, danced with him...even a slllooww dance
then he asked out my best friend.
and she said yes
so M and i went to sit at the table
then she comes over...SHE KNOWS I like him and says
" i love drity danceing with chris! i love to hold his hand and im gonna kiss him!'
shes decides to grind him RIGHT in front of me.
M was awesome, tried to ide them from my view but SHE kept moving in front.
so i could see.
yea. that pretty much ruined my night.

yea it was not a date date or anything like that.
but it still sucks.

thanks for letting me rant..........