Dear ______,

Wow. this is the hardest thing i have ever written
its killing me to write it. I'm crying. and shaking...its making me feel sick.
but it needs to be done so i can move on.
i love ya. but.....apparently we are not meant to be friends. i know this now.....

its killing me inside. I want your friendshio so, so , so badly.
but friendship is a two way street adn..we are stuck at the cross roads.

im going to miss you. But the last few weeks...make that months.

we changed...at least i did.


i want you as a friend so bad!

b/c your an amazing person!

i just wish......


but its pointlees i know this now....


so.. Good- bye.

wow that was painful...


Im prety much crying my eyes out.

but soon it will pass....



i guess i wont be talking to you anymore.....

i want to. i really do.

but after 4 months.......

I'm tried.

and i give up.

-kaitie.

anyways i got sometime



wow. i didn't think this would be hard....'









Some of you?



We say we are friends...but we aren't





Were more like...acquaintances.





Yea. that's its. i mean....i hate it.

i really do.

i know as humans we all want what we can;t have.....but i want your friendship. like a real friendship and i don;t think we have it yet.



i know im not the coolest



or most athletic ( face to butt, what a way to say HELLLO)



i know im not that smart.

im not that good at art ( stupid Bird___)



i am...how do you say it?

an outcast in the eye of the public.

aka high school

some youtuber (is that a word?) kinda made me see that.

i mean its who i am.

but i also have some cool things about me.

Im tallish

i love ppl.

i like to help ppl.

i want to be your friend.......







i have a lot to offer though.

( gahhh got to go to fricken classs. $5 says i sit alone =p lol)

why is it always $5?

not $ 4.37?

HA i bet 4 .37!


back home.

iowe my self some money..

now did i sit alone or not? =p

anyways...


i like you.

your a pretty cool person.

okay your very cool


....sometimes i wish wow this is selfish....


that we did more things together.
b/c i really to hang out with you...........

i knnow your busy and when your not i am.......i just wish.......1 i was not so selfish
and
2 i could spend some time with you...................


im not some great person. not like you...but if...you have a moment.....i'd like that too.

week long, or longer maybe sorter semi daily (depends on how lazy i am) blog posts

after yesterday...before unitred (kinda suckish btw = p) and yesterdays post i am going to do this for all of you or at least most of you.
When i do this i don't mean to hurt you or upset you.
so ill post tonight.
id get in AOl but SOMEONE hacked it.
(duhh i gave you my pass)
anyway im off.
i may post 3-5 times a day or 0
who knows?