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Monday, March 17, 2008
Swaziland!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Located as its own country within the borders of South Africa, Swaziland is a country that is dying of AIDS. The number of HIV infected persons is growing so rapidly that without a turn-around, the country will completely be consumed by this awful disease in a few short years. In addition to the problem with AIDS, Swaziland is also a land of extreme poverty, false religion, and need. I will be able to minister to a wide variety of people, bringing hope to the hopeless and life to the dying. 
Location Description:
The Kingdom of Swaziland, a fully independent country filled with bygone African traditions, is a secure hub from which all the surrounding major attractions of southern Africa are easily accessible. To the north is the Kruger Park and in the south are the game reserves of Kwa Zulu Natal as well as the main route to Cape Town. Johannesburg is a mere 240 miles away. Mozambique’s coastal capital, Maputo, is 100 miles distant. There are regular daily short flights from Johannesburg, Durban and Maputo.
Geographically, Swaziland has every feature of the African continent’s terrain, with the exception of desert. The countryside is so diverse – around every bend there is a new view. The Kingdom is divided into separate geographical regions running from north to south, each region is determined by altitude and characteristics.
The highveld region has magnificent mountain scenery with ancient rock formations, it features waterfalls, valleys and deep gorges; it forms the western border of the country at an average altitude of 4000 feet. To the east the sub-tropical lowveld drops to 850 feet, characterized by typical African bush vegetation where a wide variety of flora and fauna abound. This region is hotter and drier than the highveld. The smallest region, Lubombo, rises to 2000 feet and is bordered by Mozambique. This unexplored area is dissected by three main rivers and has an abundant unusual plant and animal life.
Weather:
The seasons are the reverse of those in the Northern Hemisphere with December being mid-summer and June mid-winter. Generally speaking, rain falls mostly during the summer months, often in the form of thunderstorms. Winter is the dry season. Annual rainfall is highest on the Highveld in the West.
Variations in temperature are also related to the altitude of the different regions. The Highveld temperature is temperate and, seldom, uncomfortably hot while the Lowveld may record temperatures around 104 degrees in summer.
People, Culture and Religion
Swaziland is Africa’s last traditional Kingdom, and ancient customs that once were common throughout the continent, now only remain in Swaziland. Other countries re-create ceremonies for tourists – but here they are real and are performed very much as they have been for many generations.A poignant link with the past are bushman paintings that depict scenes from a lifestyle lost for thousands of years. The guidance of the ancestors is still sought today by many Swazi traditional healers to provide the herbs and potions which they claim cure various ailments of the mind and body.Swaziland’s cheerful, friendly people maintain their traditions and rich distinct culture as a vital part of their every day lives. It is this blend of ancient and modern life that gives Swaziland its unique atmosphere of warmth and freedom.Swati and English are the official languages, and English is the official written language. In most parts of the countryside you'll have little difficulty being understood. Although indigenous religions are not widely practiced, traditional Swazi culture remains strong, and important ceremonies, such as the Incwala and Umhlanga have religious overtones.Christianity is the dominant religion. Missionaries inspired much of the country's early development and still play a role in rural development. Missionaries mostly are western Christians, including Baptists, Mormons, evangelicals, and other Christians. Bahais are one of the most active non-Christian groups in the country.The Christian churches in Swaziland are affiliated with one of three ecumenical bodies, i.e. the Swaziland Council of Churches, the Council of Swazi Churches and the Swaziland Conference of Churches (SCC). The SCC binds all the evangelical churches together, such as the Church of the Nazarene, the Free Evangelical Church, the Swaziland Reformed Church, and many others.Religions in % of population: Protestant 44.3%, Indigenous Christian 29.9%, African Traditional Relitions 18.9%, Roman Catholic 4.9%, other 2%.
Government and Economy
Government type: monarchy; independent member of Commonwealth Capital: Mbabane; note - Lobamba is the royal and legislative capital Autonomy for the Swazis of southern Africa was guaranteed by the British in the late 19th century; independence was granted 1968. Student and labor unrest during the 1990s have pressured the monarchy (one of the oldest on the continent) to grudgingly allow political reform and greater democracy. In this small, landlocked economy, subsistence agriculture occupies more than 80% of the population. The manufacturing sector has diversified since the mid-1980s. Sugar and wood pulp remain important foreign exchange earners. Mining has declined in importance in recent years with only coal and quarry stone mines remaining active. Unemployment rate: 34% (2000 est.)
Statistics
Population:Total Population: 1,161,219 note: estimates for Swaziland explicitly take into account the effects of excess mortality due to AIDS; this can result in lower life expectancy, higher infant mortality and death rates, lower population and growth rates, and changes in the distribution of population by age and sex than would otherwise be expected (July 2003 est.)Population growth rate: 0.83% (2003 est.)Life expectancy at birth: (2003 est.) total population: 39.47 years male: 41.02 years female: 37.87 years HIV/AIDS - adult prevalence rate: 38.8%
Literacy Rate:Literacy of Total population age 15 and over: 78.3%The education system of Swaziland consists of primary, secondary and post secondary education. The age entry into primary school is six years and the cycle or duration is seven years, which means students theoretically finish when they are 12 years old after they have written an examination awarding Swaziland Primary Certificate (SPC). Secondary education is divided into two sublevels. The junior level has a duration of three years while the senior is two years. Students who pass the junior level obtain a Junior Certificate and proceed to take the Cambridge O-Level examination, which offers a General Certificate of Education (GCE) for entry to tertiary institutions and to university.
THis trip is going to cost about...$ 4 300 >.<>
Location Description:
The Kingdom of Swaziland, a fully independent country filled with bygone African traditions, is a secure hub from which all the surrounding major attractions of southern Africa are easily accessible. To the north is the Kruger Park and in the south are the game reserves of Kwa Zulu Natal as well as the main route to Cape Town. Johannesburg is a mere 240 miles away. Mozambique’s coastal capital, Maputo, is 100 miles distant. There are regular daily short flights from Johannesburg, Durban and Maputo.
Geographically, Swaziland has every feature of the African continent’s terrain, with the exception of desert. The countryside is so diverse – around every bend there is a new view. The Kingdom is divided into separate geographical regions running from north to south, each region is determined by altitude and characteristics.
The highveld region has magnificent mountain scenery with ancient rock formations, it features waterfalls, valleys and deep gorges; it forms the western border of the country at an average altitude of 4000 feet. To the east the sub-tropical lowveld drops to 850 feet, characterized by typical African bush vegetation where a wide variety of flora and fauna abound. This region is hotter and drier than the highveld. The smallest region, Lubombo, rises to 2000 feet and is bordered by Mozambique. This unexplored area is dissected by three main rivers and has an abundant unusual plant and animal life.
Weather:
The seasons are the reverse of those in the Northern Hemisphere with December being mid-summer and June mid-winter. Generally speaking, rain falls mostly during the summer months, often in the form of thunderstorms. Winter is the dry season. Annual rainfall is highest on the Highveld in the West.
Variations in temperature are also related to the altitude of the different regions. The Highveld temperature is temperate and, seldom, uncomfortably hot while the Lowveld may record temperatures around 104 degrees in summer.
People, Culture and Religion
Swaziland is Africa’s last traditional Kingdom, and ancient customs that once were common throughout the continent, now only remain in Swaziland. Other countries re-create ceremonies for tourists – but here they are real and are performed very much as they have been for many generations.A poignant link with the past are bushman paintings that depict scenes from a lifestyle lost for thousands of years. The guidance of the ancestors is still sought today by many Swazi traditional healers to provide the herbs and potions which they claim cure various ailments of the mind and body.Swaziland’s cheerful, friendly people maintain their traditions and rich distinct culture as a vital part of their every day lives. It is this blend of ancient and modern life that gives Swaziland its unique atmosphere of warmth and freedom.Swati and English are the official languages, and English is the official written language. In most parts of the countryside you'll have little difficulty being understood. Although indigenous religions are not widely practiced, traditional Swazi culture remains strong, and important ceremonies, such as the Incwala and Umhlanga have religious overtones.Christianity is the dominant religion. Missionaries inspired much of the country's early development and still play a role in rural development. Missionaries mostly are western Christians, including Baptists, Mormons, evangelicals, and other Christians. Bahais are one of the most active non-Christian groups in the country.The Christian churches in Swaziland are affiliated with one of three ecumenical bodies, i.e. the Swaziland Council of Churches, the Council of Swazi Churches and the Swaziland Conference of Churches (SCC). The SCC binds all the evangelical churches together, such as the Church of the Nazarene, the Free Evangelical Church, the Swaziland Reformed Church, and many others.Religions in % of population: Protestant 44.3%, Indigenous Christian 29.9%, African Traditional Relitions 18.9%, Roman Catholic 4.9%, other 2%.
Government and Economy
Government type: monarchy; independent member of Commonwealth Capital: Mbabane; note - Lobamba is the royal and legislative capital Autonomy for the Swazis of southern Africa was guaranteed by the British in the late 19th century; independence was granted 1968. Student and labor unrest during the 1990s have pressured the monarchy (one of the oldest on the continent) to grudgingly allow political reform and greater democracy. In this small, landlocked economy, subsistence agriculture occupies more than 80% of the population. The manufacturing sector has diversified since the mid-1980s. Sugar and wood pulp remain important foreign exchange earners. Mining has declined in importance in recent years with only coal and quarry stone mines remaining active. Unemployment rate: 34% (2000 est.)
Statistics
Population:Total Population: 1,161,219 note: estimates for Swaziland explicitly take into account the effects of excess mortality due to AIDS; this can result in lower life expectancy, higher infant mortality and death rates, lower population and growth rates, and changes in the distribution of population by age and sex than would otherwise be expected (July 2003 est.)Population growth rate: 0.83% (2003 est.)Life expectancy at birth: (2003 est.) total population: 39.47 years male: 41.02 years female: 37.87 years HIV/AIDS - adult prevalence rate: 38.8%
Literacy Rate:Literacy of Total population age 15 and over: 78.3%The education system of Swaziland consists of primary, secondary and post secondary education. The age entry into primary school is six years and the cycle or duration is seven years, which means students theoretically finish when they are 12 years old after they have written an examination awarding Swaziland Primary Certificate (SPC). Secondary education is divided into two sublevels. The junior level has a duration of three years while the senior is two years. Students who pass the junior level obtain a Junior Certificate and proceed to take the Cambridge O-Level examination, which offers a General Certificate of Education (GCE) for entry to tertiary institutions and to university.
THis trip is going to cost about...$ 4 300 >.<>
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Monday, March 17, 2008
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Sunday, March 16, 2008
amaxing
really amazing
helped someone last night
cant explain
so happpy~
really amazing
helped someone last night
cant explain
so happpy~
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Sunday, March 16, 2008
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Saturday, March 15, 2008
Things in red i need to Do. Green i did.
- get closer to God
- Help 5 people find God.
- Get an advance RD
- become a pastor.
- be a mom.
- live different
- trust ppl. fully
- eat a whole cake
- play gh3, for 137 hours. just to beat james' score.
- sit with ppl at lunch- and not feel bad about it.
- get a date to a dance
- date
- tell him how i feel.
- donate 100 000
- help out at northway more.
- help ppl in general.
- bake 200 cookies and find ppl to eat them. Any takers?
- mend friendships
- admit when i need help
- drink a CMCC
- talk to him
- help Ashlie with hippies for hope.
- Attend at least one major sporting event: the Super Bowl, the Olympics ect
- Swim with a dolphin.
- Skydive
- Learn how to take a compliment
- Learn to ballroom dance properly.
- Be someones mentor.
- Get passionate about a cause and spend time helping it, instead of just thinking about it
- Overcome my fear of failure.
- Buy my own house and then spend time making it into exactly what i want.
- Give to a charity -- anonymously.
- Visit the Holy Land
- Learn to play the guitar.
and not kill my instructor - Visit all seven continents
- Learn a dance
- Stay up for 2 days. .
- Fall deeply in love
- Marry
- Sleep under the stars
- Wade in a public fountain
- Make a complete and utter fool of myself and not care
- See a tornado or hurricane and live to tell my grandchildren
- Yell "I'm as mad as heck and I'm not going to take this anymore!" in a crowded area just to see what ppl will do,
- ride in a hot air balloon
- spend a week at a French cooking school
- raft done a river
- be there i mean really be there for somebody
- Go to Northway for 1 year.
- then 3 cause i will be off to college
- go to college
- Establish lifelong friendships.
- Fall asleep to the sound of waves on the ocean.
- Reflect on my greatest weakness, and realize how it is my greatest strength
- Shower in a waterfall
- Learn to surf
- Participate in a protest
- Learn to ride a horse Keep a plant alive for five years Have my portrait painted. Learn to roller blade.
- Learn not to say yes when I really mean no.
- Fly first class
- Write my will.
- Accept myself for who I am
- Learn to use a microphone and give a speech in public
- . Take a cruise
- Go to Disney World
- Read the entire Bible
- Ice skate in Central Park
Learn to ice skate - Save a life.
- Build a house with Habitat for Humanity
- Solve a Rubik’s cube. With out melting it over the camp fire.......
- Take a photograph I can proudly hang on the wall
- Be a member of the audience in a TV show.
- See a movie at a drive-in.
- Make a short movie.
- Learn how to sail.
- Do something that makes someone say, "You know, I really admire what you did!"
- Do Gods plan.
- Start my own Ministry.
- Learn to swing dance
- Bake a 12 layer cake
- Fly a kite.
- Swim in the ocean
- Go to France
- Go all over the world.
- Invent a drink.
- James 5:12.
- read the KJV
- run. i dont know where.
- Help others
- Be able to tell ***** and ******.
- Not get this way over a guy
- publish.
- Pray offen
- Be able to be...me
- have friends come to me
- eat somthing...6575 =p
- Met someone i can relate to.
- HAve someone tell me im worth it
- Tell the world my story
- put on a dinner party
- Never stop reaching for that mark....
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Saturday, March 15, 2008
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hey hey hey
Hmmm.
Who applies here?
James, Ashlie, Perkie, Ashley, Vicky, Karl, Chris, Paul, Arielle, Jessica. Tom. Kaite and the fetus!, Dianna.
Yea they all apply.
Who applies here?
James, Ashlie, Perkie, Ashley, Vicky, Karl, Chris, Paul, Arielle, Jessica. Tom. Kaite and the fetus!, Dianna.
Yea they all apply.
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Saturday, March 15, 2008
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think about it.
"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight."
Proverbs 3:5-6
"Fight the good fight of the faith. Take hold of the eternal life to which you were called."
1 Timothy 6:12
So do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you;
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
Isaiah 41:10
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Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.
John 14:27
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"Be strong and of a good courage, fear not, nor be afraid of them: for the LORD thy God, he it is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee."
-Deuteronomy 31:6
Proverbs 3:5-6
"Fight the good fight of the faith. Take hold of the eternal life to which you were called."
1 Timothy 6:12
So do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you;
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
Isaiah 41:10
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Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.
John 14:27
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"Be strong and of a good courage, fear not, nor be afraid of them: for the LORD thy God, he it is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee."
-Deuteronomy 31:6
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Saturday, March 15, 2008
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wow......
"Be strong and of a good courage, fear not, nor be afraid of them: for the LORD thy God, he it is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee."-
Deuteronomy 31:6
again.....all i can say is...
wow.
i love this verse
Deuteronomy 31:6
again.....all i can say is...
wow.
i love this verse
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Saturday, March 15, 2008
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Friday, March 14, 2008
my mind
is pretty much in a blender
Things that are on my Mind that i think out at the same time.
(right now)
how can i get closer to God?
Am i doing the right thing?
Should i trust them with this?
Can i really so this?
Why did i ever make that stupid list?
WHy WHY WHY,
how can i not freak so much about this
Why cant really tell any one
why do i like him?
its friday!
...cross fit
hope i dont puke again
why did i bother to eat?
I- why did i post that vid i madE?
WHy cant i type normal.
Green tea.
somethings wrong why cant they tell me!??!?!?!
sore sore sore sore
think im going to bike 45 today.
gahh Sunday is D-day!
need to finds a new word for it
Devos this week!
invite list.
Topic
verse.
John 3: 16 John 3 :16....
in out in out in out
would he ever like me?
why do i care so much?
being a teenager is to confusing!!!!!!
gahhh1 going to miss my ride!
why do i feel this way!?
make it stop! make it stop!
gahh, im in trouble.
i think we should ban guys.
haha. so i can still hang with james
( he did wear the headband
Things that are on my Mind that i think out at the same time.
(right now)
how can i get closer to God?
Am i doing the right thing?
Should i trust them with this?
Can i really so this?
Why did i ever make that stupid list?
WHy WHY WHY,
how can i not freak so much about this
Why cant really tell any one
why do i like him?
its friday!
...cross fit
hope i dont puke again
why did i bother to eat?
I- why did i post that vid i madE?
WHy cant i type normal.
Green tea.
somethings wrong why cant they tell me!??!?!?!
sore sore sore sore
think im going to bike 45 today.
gahh Sunday is D-day!
need to finds a new word for it
Devos this week!
invite list.
Topic
verse.
John 3: 16 John 3 :16....
in out in out in out
would he ever like me?
why do i care so much?
being a teenager is to confusing!!!!!!
gahhh1 going to miss my ride!
why do i feel this way!?
make it stop! make it stop!
gahh, im in trouble.
i think we should ban guys.
haha. so i can still hang with james
( he did wear the headband
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Friday, March 14, 2008
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Wednesday, March 12, 2008
wow...you were threre for me
my body finally was like...no more.
I'm physically and mentally sick.......
i talked to you...
you where there
and you made me take a bite of my own med.......
" Kaitie you need to throw this back On God. He can help you. He wouldn't give you anything that you could not handle....You knows your Strong enough to handle this You can do this Kaitie.
I have faith in you"
Wow. Thank you.
Dont Thank me.
????
You gave that to me.
??
I did?
Yes. You did.
Kaitiw why cant you take your own advice?
shit. shes good.......
I'm physically and mentally sick.......
i talked to you...
you where there
and you made me take a bite of my own med.......
" Kaitie you need to throw this back On God. He can help you. He wouldn't give you anything that you could not handle....You knows your Strong enough to handle this You can do this Kaitie.
I have faith in you"
Wow. Thank you.
Dont Thank me.
????
You gave that to me.
??
I did?
Yes. You did.
Kaitiw why cant you take your own advice?
shit. shes good.......
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Wednesday, March 12, 2008
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okay so my little sister kinda just tried to kill me.
she and i started to fight.
she stareted beating me.
i hurt her...i just felt so angery.
" i hat you with every once of my body" " i will always hate you" " i want you dead! I wish you where dead! i hate you! i never wanted you!" I look in her eyes...and i can see she means it.
part of me wants to make her happy and ....well...die.
i love her SO much.
shes my baby sister.
so know shes hurt. im in even more pain.
......but i know i need to press on.
i love her so much.
she hates me.
she and i started to fight.
she stareted beating me.
i hurt her...i just felt so angery.
" i hat you with every once of my body" " i will always hate you" " i want you dead! I wish you where dead! i hate you! i never wanted you!" I look in her eyes...and i can see she means it.
part of me wants to make her happy and ....well...die.
i love her SO much.
shes my baby sister.
so know shes hurt. im in even more pain.
......but i know i need to press on.
i love her so much.
she hates me.
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Wednesday, March 12, 2008
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.........
i pretty much hate the world right now.
all of it.
and myslef.
yeah im basicly killing myself.
slowly and painfully.
i can't stop.....i want to..
im wicked sore. and im about to go make it worse.
im also getting sick. =(
after cross fit my partner was not going to do it so i was going to do it again.
but she wanted to talk to me...
so i did sit ups for the rest of class.
after gym i puked.
after school i had time so i did a bit of running.
sore sore sore sore sore
today looks like this:
4 30 Warm up
5 00 bike. minimum of 18.88 miles per hour.
evey half hour i have water
i do this till i cant.
then i try to fit in 1 more mile.....
part of me has a reason,
i startred out normal then loss contorl.
i have even put weights in my backpack......
i get to school early and run stairs.
what the heck am i doing to myself?
like why am i doing this to myself?
im the way i am for a reason....
God made me this way
so why am i killing myself to change?
i don't really know.
i need....i need... to stop.
wow im sore.
but im going to keep at it.......
so yea.
........
all of it.
and myslef.
yeah im basicly killing myself.
slowly and painfully.
i can't stop.....i want to..
im wicked sore. and im about to go make it worse.
im also getting sick. =(
after cross fit my partner was not going to do it so i was going to do it again.
but she wanted to talk to me...
so i did sit ups for the rest of class.
after gym i puked.
after school i had time so i did a bit of running.
sore sore sore sore sore
today looks like this:
4 30 Warm up
5 00 bike. minimum of 18.88 miles per hour.
evey half hour i have water
i do this till i cant.
then i try to fit in 1 more mile.....
part of me has a reason,
i startred out normal then loss contorl.
i have even put weights in my backpack......
i get to school early and run stairs.
what the heck am i doing to myself?
like why am i doing this to myself?
im the way i am for a reason....
God made me this way
so why am i killing myself to change?
i don't really know.
i need....i need... to stop.
wow im sore.
but im going to keep at it.......
so yea.
........
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Wednesday, March 12, 2008
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Sunday, March 9, 2008
LOCK YOUR DOORS! BOLT YOUR WINDOWS!!! BEACUSE.....
devos are back! yeaaaa
THE NEXT SESSION.....IS AFTER A GET A LIST O'PPL AND SET A TIME THAT WORKS FOR ALL.
UNLESS WE DON'T GET ANY NEW PEOPLE / IF THEY VETO TO LEAD
( DID I FORGET TO TELL YOU THAT JAMES? =P)
WELL MY TOPIC IS " HOW DO YOU ADVERTISE GOD?"
WELL ITS AN ONLINE CHAT HOSTED BY MOI.
okay no more caps lock.
but comment me! you should comeee.....
God bless all of you.
love,
Kaitie.
THE NEXT SESSION.....IS AFTER A GET A LIST O'PPL AND SET A TIME THAT WORKS FOR ALL.
UNLESS WE DON'T GET ANY NEW PEOPLE / IF THEY VETO TO LEAD
( DID I FORGET TO TELL YOU THAT JAMES? =P)
WELL MY TOPIC IS " HOW DO YOU ADVERTISE GOD?"
WELL ITS AN ONLINE CHAT HOSTED BY MOI.
okay no more caps lock.
but comment me! you should comeee.....
God bless all of you.
love,
Kaitie.
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Sunday, March 09, 2008
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Things i have learned
- God is amazing. Their are no words to describe it...
- One of the best things you can do is life for Christ.
- Life is unfair. Get over it. Insteed think how you can help others.
- Boys? They are pretty sweet!
- I, at 15, really don't know what life is.
- I do know what love is.
- And i also know i have many many many, brothers and sisters in Christ. and im pretty lucky.
- I wish i knew that my clock was already set and hour ahead....
- That i can do anything with Gods help.
- Hes there for me all the time
- Theres this cool guy oout there somewhere for me...........
- Im happy.
- I am blessed.
- I am...me.
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Sunday, March 09, 2008
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Saturday, March 8, 2008
This is painful.
Wow. This hurts me.
Like a knife thourgh my heart. I write theses words to you.
There comes a time when you need to say good-bye.
long good-byes are to hard.
so just like the 1 small world that stateed it (hello)
i now say
good-bye
Like a knife thourgh my heart. I write theses words to you.
There comes a time when you need to say good-bye.
long good-byes are to hard.
so just like the 1 small world that stateed it (hello)
i now say
good-bye
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Saturday, March 08, 2008
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Okay...umm.
haha im kinda nevous to post this....
Its sucky.
>.< well lemme know what ya think
Its sucky.
>.< well lemme know what ya think
He came to this earth one december day.
Took our sins and cast them away.
He loved us so he paid the hightest price.
So i beg you take my advice.
I'm telling you to read your bible and pray.
Ask God to come in to your lives today.
You have a chance for entrenal life.
Why not take it?
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Saturday, March 08, 2008
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Thank God
Wow. Ever feel like God is trying to tell you something?
I think... im'm going to do this.
Im nevous. Like really really really nevous..
More nevous then when i first went to Northway.
Then when i talk to a guy i like
Take a test or pretty much do anythimg all rolled in to one. Times 9437986798769 684^98349827493274934792347924372947293472394792347
But i know God has my back.
If i fail...so what i try again.
and if it does not hapeen it was not ment to be.
Okay. im cool now.
Still nevous...but wicked excited.
I can do this.
Yea its going to be wicked hard.
Take long hours.
Sleepless nights...(well i dont get sleep much anyways)
i feel like i can do this..........
I know you are all behide me.
And................im not going to tell you what it is.
At least not yet.
Okay SO a few of you know...
but be prepared world
Kaitlynn Conleys ready to take you on....
Fell free to guess =p
I think... im'm going to do this.
Im nevous. Like really really really nevous..
More nevous then when i first went to Northway.
Then when i talk to a guy i like
Take a test or pretty much do anythimg all rolled in to one. Times 9437986798769 684^98349827493274934792347924372947293472394792347
But i know God has my back.
If i fail...so what i try again.
and if it does not hapeen it was not ment to be.
Okay. im cool now.
Still nevous...but wicked excited.
I can do this.
Yea its going to be wicked hard.
Take long hours.
Sleepless nights...(well i dont get sleep much anyways)
i feel like i can do this..........
I know you are all behide me.
And................im not going to tell you what it is.
At least not yet.
Okay SO a few of you know...
but be prepared world
Kaitlynn Conleys ready to take you on....
Fell free to guess =p
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Saturday, March 08, 2008
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Wednesday, March 5, 2008
God Bless James.....
no. that was not to you.i pray for you all every night...
and everyday
randomly..
i may not know whats going on in you life at times.....
but
i love you man.
i had this thing set up...but it does not seam right..
i can't tell you how you make me feel.safe. happy. like i can trust again.
SO ill write down a prayer i did for you....
and i posted your name b/c its all to easy to guess
Ha. And its like she said...things are not corny when there form your heart......
Dear God,... and now I'd like to pray for James.
He's a good guy God, with his heart set on you.
He's been there...when ever i needed him.
He always took time to talk to me, or anyone in need if they needed him to.
He'd drop what ever he was going and ...help.
That's the kind of guy is Lord.
Hes strong, someone you know you can count on and trust.
Be with him God, thought any trails that come his way.
Strengthing his heart God. Protect him. Hes...the biggest risk taker i know.
Keep him with you always. Protect him as he learns to drive in the up coming months.. Help him
be at his best when he trys out for tennis. Be with him God. Be with him God. BE with HIM!
Hes living for you! Blessed be the day you put him in my life God! You answered my Prayers
when i asked for help...you sent me James, i know i met him for a reason. so i could LIVE, so i
could find you God, He didn't know me...and took over 3 hours to talk to me.
You sent the best man for the Job and i have been so blessed with his friendship!
I ask that you watch over him with everything that he does. Protect him God,
Hes the kinda guy everyone can be friends with.
Hes a true revolution God.
I pray if he going though anything.
You help him
Like hes helped so any of us before.
I KNOW you have AMAZING plans for him God.
And I'm so blessed that i get to be a part of them.
Even if its just a short while God.
God Bless Him. God Bless Him. God Bless Him. God Bless Him. God Bless Him.
Hes like a brother to me. Hes family. I love him God.
He has been there for me with what ever i needed.
He has been there.
Hes......everything to me.
Hes one of the best friends i ever had.
I hope you continue to strengthen his heart,
help him in what ever he needs.
and lead him closer to you God.
I pray you continue to bless him in every way.
He truly is an amazing friendAmen
and everyday
randomly..
i may not know whats going on in you life at times.....
but
i love you man.
i had this thing set up...but it does not seam right..
i can't tell you how you make me feel.safe. happy. like i can trust again.
SO ill write down a prayer i did for you....
and i posted your name b/c its all to easy to guess
Ha. And its like she said...things are not corny when there form your heart......
Dear God,... and now I'd like to pray for James.
He's a good guy God, with his heart set on you.
He's been there...when ever i needed him.
He always took time to talk to me, or anyone in need if they needed him to.
He'd drop what ever he was going and ...help.
That's the kind of guy is Lord.
Hes strong, someone you know you can count on and trust.
Be with him God, thought any trails that come his way.
Strengthing his heart God. Protect him. Hes...the biggest risk taker i know.
Keep him with you always. Protect him as he learns to drive in the up coming months.. Help him
be at his best when he trys out for tennis. Be with him God. Be with him God. BE with HIM!
Hes living for you! Blessed be the day you put him in my life God! You answered my Prayers
when i asked for help...you sent me James, i know i met him for a reason. so i could LIVE, so i
could find you God, He didn't know me...and took over 3 hours to talk to me.
You sent the best man for the Job and i have been so blessed with his friendship!
I ask that you watch over him with everything that he does. Protect him God,
Hes the kinda guy everyone can be friends with.
Hes a true revolution God.
I pray if he going though anything.
You help him
Like hes helped so any of us before.
I KNOW you have AMAZING plans for him God.
And I'm so blessed that i get to be a part of them.
Even if its just a short while God.
God Bless Him. God Bless Him. God Bless Him. God Bless Him. God Bless Him.
Hes like a brother to me. Hes family. I love him God.
He has been there for me with what ever i needed.
He has been there.
Hes......everything to me.
Hes one of the best friends i ever had.
I hope you continue to strengthen his heart,
help him in what ever he needs.
and lead him closer to you God.
I pray you continue to bless him in every way.
He truly is an amazing friendAmen
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Wednesday, March 05, 2008
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Tuesday, March 4, 2008
Life.
Here it is . I said i;d write it so i am.
Life, as seen by ME
Huh, I, at 15 don't really know what life is.
But what i do know is confusing as heck.
i know theres pain.
i feel it sometimes. and it sucks.
a lot. like when i feel...how im still growing apart form you
i know that things will happen that don't understand.
friends will leave. boyfriends ( or girlfriends) will stop liking you when you still like them
You can like someone so much it hurts.
but they barley know your there.
when you have been friends for a while.
i know that friends will get sick. really sick.
i know that sometimes you can;t talk about your pain.
i know that sitting alone is good. and its bad.
i know that every minute with you is a gift.
i know we are growing apart.
i know the female mind drives guys insane,
and i laugh at that.
i know we have a short time on earth.
i know thins are going to get us down,
and we need friends....
SO I ask..........are you my friend? or some one who got my blog form buddys?
or someone who found my blog some how and is wondering why im not in a mental hospital?
so tell me your there.....leave me a comment.
please?
i need to know your out there..
b/c in letting somethings go.
i kinda lost who i had
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Tuesday, March 04, 2008
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Pink
thats right! the color blogs are back!
ha. i hope you remember...
last night i needed you....someones sick. or they might be.....i have known for a while now.....and kept her iin my prayers..last night i hit the breaking point. it was just to....real. leukemia. scary word. so. so. scary. i felt horrible last night. ...i needed you....but, ran out of time. No. im not yelling at you. It turned out to be a good thing......i lost it. and i talked to God. i was like...help me God. Help me to understand.....then i fell asleep. and i had this dream...i was at my wedding....and she was on my right...healthy.. it was like a flash of things...i was all of us...growing up. changeing. It was like i was on the outside looking in......on myself......and all of us.....
anyway im alone, im with ppl, im scared im brave, im nevous,im confident, im happy. im sad. im worried. im at peace. im in pain. and im healed Did i mention confused!
i think God is trying to find her....(shes not a christen) so...yeah. I have faith in you God. Ypu know what you are doing.
tonight i will blog....on life.
at least what i know....
so for now..
-kaitie.
ha. i hope you remember...
last night i needed you....someones sick. or they might be.....i have known for a while now.....and kept her iin my prayers..last night i hit the breaking point. it was just to....real. leukemia. scary word. so. so. scary. i felt horrible last night. ...i needed you....but, ran out of time. No. im not yelling at you. It turned out to be a good thing......i lost it. and i talked to God. i was like...help me God. Help me to understand.....then i fell asleep. and i had this dream...i was at my wedding....and she was on my right...healthy.. it was like a flash of things...i was all of us...growing up. changeing. It was like i was on the outside looking in......on myself......and all of us.....
anyway im alone, im with ppl, im scared im brave, im nevous,im confident, im happy. im sad. im worried. im at peace. im in pain. and im healed Did i mention confused!
i think God is trying to find her....(shes not a christen) so...yeah. I have faith in you God. Ypu know what you are doing.
tonight i will blog....on life.
at least what i know....
so for now..
-kaitie.
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Tuesday, March 04, 2008
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Monday, March 3, 2008
Dear ______,
Wow. this is the hardest thing i have ever written
its killing me to write it. I'm crying. and shaking...its making me feel sick.
but it needs to be done so i can move on.
i love ya. but.....apparently we are not meant to be friends. i know this now.....
its killing me inside. I want your friendshio so, so , so badly.
but friendship is a two way street adn..we are stuck at the cross roads.
im going to miss you. But the last few weeks...make that months.
we changed...at least i did.
i want you as a friend so bad!
b/c your an amazing person!
i just wish......
but its pointlees i know this now....
so.. Good- bye.
wow that was painful...
Im prety much crying my eyes out.
but soon it will pass....
i guess i wont be talking to you anymore.....
i want to. i really do.
-kaitie.
Wow. this is the hardest thing i have ever written
its killing me to write it. I'm crying. and shaking...its making me feel sick.
but it needs to be done so i can move on.
i love ya. but.....apparently we are not meant to be friends. i know this now.....
its killing me inside. I want your friendshio so, so , so badly.
but friendship is a two way street adn..we are stuck at the cross roads.
im going to miss you. But the last few weeks...make that months.
we changed...at least i did.
i want you as a friend so bad!
b/c your an amazing person!
i just wish......
but its pointlees i know this now....
so.. Good- bye.
wow that was painful...
Im prety much crying my eyes out.
but soon it will pass....
i guess i wont be talking to you anymore.....
i want to. i really do.
but after 4 months.......
I'm tried.
and i give up.
-kaitie.
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Monday, March 03, 2008
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anyways i got sometime
wow. i didn't think this would be hard....'
Some of you?
We say we are friends...but we aren't
Were more like...acquaintances.
Yea. that's its. i mean....i hate it.
i really do.
i know as humans we all want what we can;t have.....but i want your friendship. like a real friendship and i don;t think we have it yet.
i know im not the coolest
or most athletic ( face to butt, what a way to say HELLLO)
i know im not that smart.
im not that good at art ( stupid Bird___)
i am...how do you say it?
an outcast in the eye of the public.
aka high school
some youtuber (is that a word?) kinda made me see that.
i mean its who i am.
but i also have some cool things about me.
Im tallish
i love ppl.
i like to help ppl.
i want to be your friend.......
i have a lot to offer though.
( gahhh got to go to fricken classs. $5 says i sit alone =p lol)
why is it always $5?
not $ 4.37?
HA i bet 4 .37!
back home.
iowe my self some money..
now did i sit alone or not? =p
anyways...
i like you.
your a pretty cool person.
okay your very cool
....sometimes i wish wow this is selfish....
that we did more things together.
b/c i really to hang out with you...........
i knnow your busy and when your not i am.......i just wish.......1 i was not so selfish
and
2 i could spend some time with you...................
im not some great person. not like you...but if...you have a moment.....i'd like that too.
wow. i didn't think this would be hard....'
Some of you?
We say we are friends...but we aren't
Were more like...acquaintances.
Yea. that's its. i mean....i hate it.
i really do.
i know as humans we all want what we can;t have.....but i want your friendship. like a real friendship and i don;t think we have it yet.
i know im not the coolest
or most athletic ( face to butt, what a way to say HELLLO)
i know im not that smart.
im not that good at art ( stupid Bird___)
i am...how do you say it?
an outcast in the eye of the public.
aka high school
some youtuber (is that a word?) kinda made me see that.
i mean its who i am.
but i also have some cool things about me.
Im tallish
i love ppl.
i like to help ppl.
i want to be your friend.......
i have a lot to offer though.
( gahhh got to go to fricken classs. $5 says i sit alone =p lol)
why is it always $5?
not $ 4.37?
HA i bet 4 .37!
back home.
iowe my self some money..
now did i sit alone or not? =p
anyways...
i like you.
your a pretty cool person.
okay your very cool
....sometimes i wish wow this is selfish....
that we did more things together.
b/c i really to hang out with you...........
i knnow your busy and when your not i am.......i just wish.......1 i was not so selfish
and
2 i could spend some time with you...................
im not some great person. not like you...but if...you have a moment.....i'd like that too.
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Monday, March 03, 2008
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week long, or longer maybe sorter semi daily (depends on how lazy i am) blog posts
after yesterday...before unitred (kinda suckish btw = p) and yesterdays post i am going to do this for all of you or at least most of you.
When i do this i don't mean to hurt you or upset you.
so ill post tonight.
id get in AOl but SOMEONE hacked it.
(duhh i gave you my pass)
anyway im off.
i may post 3-5 times a day or 0
who knows?
When i do this i don't mean to hurt you or upset you.
so ill post tonight.
id get in AOl but SOMEONE hacked it.
(duhh i gave you my pass)
anyway im off.
i may post 3-5 times a day or 0
who knows?
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Monday, March 03, 2008
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Sunday, March 2, 2008
so everyone will get one of theses....
i don't kno when you will get thiis....but it has to be said
after the service today i was in tears..it was that poweful.
it made me think of me and you..
and when i walked up ther my entire body was shakeing. ...
something you dont knoew about me is ..
a few months ago right after i met you guys i tried something bad..
.but you helped me out of it..
so thanks i love you...your like my best friend and sister all in one.
even when im down. you pick me up and dust me offf
. you always know what to say. and i know your not real yet...but your the closest i know you are powerful you have a good heart.. you love to help others and thats rare among teens like us your amazing even thought you have such a busy life i know youd drop anything for a friend in need...or anyone for that mater . I know God has HUGE plans for you. and i am truely blessed to have you in my life. i need you in my life . you help make the bad things go away. you make me see i can do anything, that im worth it. you are insane and so full of life. i look up to you ........ your my friend
i love you.
i don't kno when you will get thiis....but it has to be said
after the service today i was in tears..it was that poweful.
it made me think of me and you..
and when i walked up ther my entire body was shakeing. ...
something you dont knoew about me is ..
a few months ago right after i met you guys i tried something bad..
.but you helped me out of it..
so thanks i love you...your like my best friend and sister all in one.
even when im down. you pick me up and dust me offf
. you always know what to say. and i know your not real yet...but your the closest i know you are powerful you have a good heart.. you love to help others and thats rare among teens like us your amazing even thought you have such a busy life i know youd drop anything for a friend in need...or anyone for that mater . I know God has HUGE plans for you. and i am truely blessed to have you in my life. i need you in my life . you help make the bad things go away. you make me see i can do anything, that im worth it. you are insane and so full of life. i look up to you ........ your my friend
i love you.
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Sunday, March 02, 2008
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Friday, February 29, 2008
sooo after reaqding a blog of a very wise person.....i think id like to do the same.
Funny isnit? How i can't talk to you guys out right about whats wrong?
i can tell you a little.....but not all?
Yet i can post it for the whole world to see.........
Ha. i laugh at myself...
anyway..here i am...
i really don't know whats wrong.
or what happened
to bring this all about
but i know its like i was.
minus all the REALLY BAD>
im just....deperssed.
i feel like your in so much pain b/c of me.
that you can't......that you...almost....
it scares me to death i could have lost you.
that was written at 5 30 am.
its now 6:47 pm..
i just talked to you.
and i felt.
amazing.
like....truly better.
im not real.
but thats okay.
b/c im not someone im not.
im who i am
this helped.
hey...
you there
hi
hay. im sorry.
blocking you guys out is not the answer a
i know
i just feel awful..
i know how you feel
i mean if i had just talked to her...
no.
kaitie that is not true, and you know it.
people will do what they want.
God has control in every situation
but maybe i could have done SOMETHING....
well what if he wanted me to help her?
no. he obviously didn't. he's wanted you to help people before, and you have,.
how?
remember at homecoming?
i needed you then.
and you were there when nobody else was
:-\
there have been hundreds of times that you've said just the right thing, done just what he needed you to do.
and believe me, i know the pain youre going through. the "what if's" will go on forever.
then why do i feel like i failed?
but what your friend needs now is for you to be strong.
because ultimately you did. as humans we're sinners. God sometimes takes opportunities to remind us of that. to set us back in our place.
uh huh
so,
my advice to you is this
get right with yourself.a
get right with God.
and when you think you're ready to get right with your friend, and the rest of us, do that.
but you're not ready yet kaitie
you can't love anyone else until you love yourself. you really can't.
mmmhmm
i have to go, but i love you. and i know you'll be okay.
you need to forgive yourself.
forgive her.
'
*update* i told someone....b/c she needs help. it was hard to do. but she needed help. more then i can offer....it was hard to do. but..shes talking to her pastor. shes finding Him again...so thanks God. for the slap in the face
I mean i feel like hes trying to tell me. that i can do anything. but i cant do it with out HIM.
putting him behind anything is bad. HE needs to be first. Now he is... he was showing me he that he does have plans for me. and i cant help everyone. b/c im not him...
I cryed. And i think i got it.
Lately i have been thinking about being a pastor.
And....i don;'t think thats my plan.....i think its HIS....pretty sweet huh?
so this is for all of you.
thanks.
for everything
i thougt about eneding it.
with God
but
thanks to you
im not
i love you.....i need you in my life...
i need you more then what i have now....
you make me happy.
i needed you
i hope you read this.
i hope you can see.
that your amazing
and talking to you it helps me
b/c your more like sisters to me....
and a brother.
(but some might argue that=p)
Funny isnit? How i can't talk to you guys out right about whats wrong?
i can tell you a little.....but not all?
Yet i can post it for the whole world to see.........
Ha. i laugh at myself...
anyway..here i am...
i really don't know whats wrong.
or what happened
to bring this all about
but i know its like i was.
minus all the REALLY BAD>
im just....deperssed.
i feel like your in so much pain b/c of me.
that you can't......that you...almost....
it scares me to death i could have lost you.
that was written at 5 30 am.
its now 6:47 pm..
i just talked to you.
and i felt.
amazing.
like....truly better.
im not real.
but thats okay.
b/c im not someone im not.
im who i am
this helped.
hey...
you there
hi
hay. im sorry.
blocking you guys out is not the answer a
i know
i just feel awful..
i know how you feel
i mean if i had just talked to her...
no.
kaitie that is not true, and you know it.
people will do what they want.
God has control in every situation
but maybe i could have done SOMETHING....
well what if he wanted me to help her?
no. he obviously didn't. he's wanted you to help people before, and you have,.
how?
remember at homecoming?
i needed you then.
and you were there when nobody else was
:-\
there have been hundreds of times that you've said just the right thing, done just what he needed you to do.
and believe me, i know the pain youre going through. the "what if's" will go on forever.
then why do i feel like i failed?
but what your friend needs now is for you to be strong.
because ultimately you did. as humans we're sinners. God sometimes takes opportunities to remind us of that. to set us back in our place.
uh huh
so,
my advice to you is this
get right with yourself.a
get right with God.
and when you think you're ready to get right with your friend, and the rest of us, do that.
but you're not ready yet kaitie
you can't love anyone else until you love yourself. you really can't.
mmmhmm
i have to go, but i love you. and i know you'll be okay.
you need to forgive yourself.
forgive her.
'
*update* i told someone....b/c she needs help. it was hard to do. but she needed help. more then i can offer....it was hard to do. but..shes talking to her pastor. shes finding Him again...so thanks God. for the slap in the face
I mean i feel like hes trying to tell me. that i can do anything. but i cant do it with out HIM.
putting him behind anything is bad. HE needs to be first. Now he is... he was showing me he that he does have plans for me. and i cant help everyone. b/c im not him...
I cryed. And i think i got it.
Lately i have been thinking about being a pastor.
And....i don;'t think thats my plan.....i think its HIS....pretty sweet huh?
so this is for all of you.
thanks.
for everything
i thougt about eneding it.
with God
but
thanks to you
im not
i love you.....i need you in my life...
i need you more then what i have now....
you make me happy.
i needed you
i hope you read this.
i hope you can see.
that your amazing
and talking to you it helps me
b/c your more like sisters to me....
and a brother.
(but some might argue that=p)
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Friday, February 29, 2008
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Thursday, February 7, 2008
hey
yes its been a while....
this has been onw of the hardest weks of my life.
but, they all say I was the one who helped them.....
See My friend SArah IS wicked Sick.
Has been all her life
they gave her till the summer id things did not improve.......last night we got a test
I think God was testing all of us....
See if we satyed ture under times of trial.
The test said things were worse.
but....her blood type is b+
not b-
which was the results they sent over....some intren sent the worng file.
shes going to be fine...if things keep the way they were.
well at that point. we alll lost it.
jumping....trears of JOY.
they don't know what changed.
but we do,
WE HAVE GOD ON OUR SIDE!
this has been onw of the hardest weks of my life.
but, they all say I was the one who helped them.....
See My friend SArah IS wicked Sick.
Has been all her life
they gave her till the summer id things did not improve.......last night we got a test
I think God was testing all of us....
See if we satyed ture under times of trial.
The test said things were worse.
but....her blood type is b+
not b-
which was the results they sent over....some intren sent the worng file.
shes going to be fine...if things keep the way they were.
well at that point. we alll lost it.
jumping....trears of JOY.
they don't know what changed.
but we do,
WE HAVE GOD ON OUR SIDE!
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Thursday, February 07, 2008
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Friday, February 1, 2008
and
she asked what she ment to me, also whet james,ashlie, vicky, chris, bri my mom and dad sisters ect......so after hours of tears and pages and pages....
i love you guys.
anyone want their page(s)?
i love you guys.
anyone want their page(s)?
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Friday, February 01, 2008
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im back
my friend and i took a week off...from the computer tv video games....to try and find who we are.
it was powerful.......
i think i know who i am know
and there is someone id like you to meet.....
Her name is Kaitie.
She is 15. And she is learning to live her life for God.
Its hard. But she wants to try.
She had a bad atart but her new friends pulled her out and showed her God
Shes kind caring and is not a good peroson.
thats right she is not a good person.
at least not yet.
she deals with life.
her sisters is bi.
her sister hates God.....and her.
she has gotten beat up for her faith.
she loves.
she hopes.
she prays.
and she has been saved.
she is powerful.
she is..she is...
she is me.
and she wants to help.......
shes praying on it.
it was powerful.......
i think i know who i am know
and there is someone id like you to meet.....
Her name is Kaitie.
She is 15. And she is learning to live her life for God.
Its hard. But she wants to try.
She had a bad atart but her new friends pulled her out and showed her God
Shes kind caring and is not a good peroson.
thats right she is not a good person.
at least not yet.
she deals with life.
her sisters is bi.
her sister hates God.....and her.
she has gotten beat up for her faith.
she loves.
she hopes.
she prays.
and she has been saved.
she is powerful.
she is..she is...
she is me.
and she wants to help.......
shes praying on it.
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Friday, February 01, 2008
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Sunday, January 27, 2008
hey all...im sorry
i kno i dig to much.
i kno im intrusive.
i kno i care way to much
i mean i know i do this....but its b/c i really do care.
but its not worth it to upset u alll
so im stoping.
or im gonna try to.......
i kno im intrusive.
i kno i care way to much
i mean i know i do this....but its b/c i really do care.
but its not worth it to upset u alll
so im stoping.
or im gonna try to.......
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Sunday, January 27, 2008
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Saturday, January 26, 2008
okay so the last post was a little dramtic.
i have had worse nights...lots worse.
and yea i no hes just a guy.
and true, i was an idoit to think a guy could like me more then a friendbut, if its not supposssed to mean anything...why do i have this funny feeling in my chest?
but.she stabbed me in the back.
hey if chris likes her and she likes him thats OK.
but she had to take it to the next level.......
i dont think im gonna go to Northway tomorow.
1. i do feel sick
2. my dad does not really want to drive
so.
i love you guys.
you are always there for me.
even though im an idiot.
much love,
kaitie
i have had worse nights...lots worse.
and yea i no hes just a guy.
and true, i was an idoit to think a guy could like me more then a friendbut, if its not supposssed to mean anything...why do i have this funny feeling in my chest?
but.she stabbed me in the back.
hey if chris likes her and she likes him thats OK.
but she had to take it to the next level.......
i dont think im gonna go to Northway tomorow.
1. i do feel sick
2. my dad does not really want to drive
so.
i love you guys.
you are always there for me.
even though im an idiot.
much love,
kaitie
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Saturday, January 26, 2008
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fire and ice
worse night.
of my life.
at least the last 1.5 hours was.
see i kinda sorta had plans to meet up with chris.
no big deal. till one of our firends said he likes me.
it statred out find, danced with him...even a slllooww dance
then he asked out my best friend.
and she said yes
so M and i went to sit at the table
then she comes over...SHE KNOWS I like him and says
" i love drity danceing with chris! i love to hold his hand and im gonna kiss him!'
shes decides to grind him RIGHT in front of me.
M was awesome, tried to ide them from my view but SHE kept moving in front.
so i could see.
yea. that pretty much ruined my night.
yea it was not a date date or anything like that.
but it still sucks.
thanks for letting me rant..........
of my life.
at least the last 1.5 hours was.
see i kinda sorta had plans to meet up with chris.
no big deal. till one of our firends said he likes me.
it statred out find, danced with him...even a slllooww dance
then he asked out my best friend.
and she said yes
so M and i went to sit at the table
then she comes over...SHE KNOWS I like him and says
" i love drity danceing with chris! i love to hold his hand and im gonna kiss him!'
shes decides to grind him RIGHT in front of me.
M was awesome, tried to ide them from my view but SHE kept moving in front.
so i could see.
yea. that pretty much ruined my night.
yea it was not a date date or anything like that.
but it still sucks.
thanks for letting me rant..........
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Saturday, January 26, 2008
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Friday, January 25, 2008
Thursday, January 24, 2008
pink. red. green. blue!
I'll be right here when you need me
Anytime just keep believin
And I'll be right here
If you ever need a friend
Someone to care and understand
I'll be right here
All you have to do is call my name
No matter how close or far away
Ask me once and I'll come
I'll come runnin
And when I can't be with you dream me near
Keep me in your heart and I'll appear
All you gotta do is turn around
Close your eyes
Look inside
I'm right here
Isn't it great that you know that
I'm ready to go wherever you're at
Anywhere I'll be there
All you have to do is call my name
No matter how close or far away
Ask me once and I'll come
I'll come runnin
And when I can't be with you dream me near
Keep me in your heart and I'll appear
All you gotta do is turn around
Close your eyes
Look inside
I'm right here
Whenever you need me
There's no need to worry
You know that I'm gonna be
Right here
Ask me once and I'll come
I'll come runnin
And when I can't be with you dream me near
Keep me in your heart and I'll appear
All you gotta do is turn around
Close your eyes
Look inside
I'm right here
Oh yeah yeah
I'm right here
Anytime just keep believin
And I'll be right here
If you ever need a friend
Someone to care and understand
I'll be right here
All you have to do is call my name
No matter how close or far away
Ask me once and I'll come
I'll come runnin
And when I can't be with you dream me near
Keep me in your heart and I'll appear
All you gotta do is turn around
Close your eyes
Look inside
I'm right here
Isn't it great that you know that
I'm ready to go wherever you're at
Anywhere I'll be there
All you have to do is call my name
No matter how close or far away
Ask me once and I'll come
I'll come runnin
And when I can't be with you dream me near
Keep me in your heart and I'll appear
All you gotta do is turn around
Close your eyes
Look inside
I'm right here
Whenever you need me
There's no need to worry
You know that I'm gonna be
Right here
Ask me once and I'll come
I'll come runnin
And when I can't be with you dream me near
Keep me in your heart and I'll appear
All you gotta do is turn around
Close your eyes
Look inside
I'm right here
Oh yeah yeah
I'm right here
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Thursday, January 24, 2008
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pink! sorta lol
Everybody makes mistakes...
Everybody has those days...
{1,2,3,4}
Everybody makes mistakes...
Everybody has those days...
Everybody knows what what I'm talkin' 'bout Everybody get's that way..
Everybody makes mistakes...
Everybody has those days...
Everybody knows what what I'm talkin' 'bout...
Everybody get's that way..
Sometimes I'm in a jam
I've gotta make a plan
It might be crazy
I do it anyway
No way to know for sure
I'll figure out a cure
I'm patchin' up the holes
But then it overflows
If I'm not doin' to well
Why be so hard on my self?
Nobody's Perfect!
I gotta work it!
Again and again till I get it right
Nobody's Perfect!
You live and you learn it!
And if I mess it up sometimes.
Nobody's perfect.......
Sometimes I work a scheme
But then it flips on me
Dosen't turn out how I planned gets stuck in quick sand
No problem, can be solved
Once I get involved
I try to be delicate
Then crash right into it
But my intentions are good
{yeah yeah yeah}
Sometimes just mis-understood
Nobody's Perfect!
I gotta work it!
Again and again till I get it right Nobody's Perfect!
You live and you'll learn it!
And if I mess it up sometimes...
Nobody's perfect I gotta work it!
I know that i'll find a way.
Nobody's perfect!
Sometimes I fix things up
And they fall apart again.
Nobody's perfect
I know I mix things up
But I always get it right in the end.
{you know I do}
Next time you feel like
its just one of those days
when you just can't seem to win
If things don't turn out the way you planned,
FIGURE SOMETHING ELSE OUT!
Don't stay down!
Try again!{yeah}
Everybody makes mistakes...
Everybody has those days...
Everybody knows what what I'm talkin' about...
Everybody get's that way...
Everybody makes mistakes...
Everybody has those days...
Everybody knows what what I'm talkin' about...
everybody gets that way
Nobody's Perfect!
I gotta work it!
Again and again till I get it right
Nobody's Perfect!
You'll live and you'll learn it!
And if I mess it up sometimes...
Nobody's perfect
I gotta work it
I know that I'll find a way
nobody's perfect
you'll live and you'll learn it
cause everybody makes mistakes
Nobody's Perfect
Nobody perfect no no
Nobody's perfect
Everybody has those days...
{1,2,3,4}
Everybody makes mistakes...
Everybody has those days...
Everybody knows what what I'm talkin' 'bout Everybody get's that way..
Everybody makes mistakes...
Everybody has those days...
Everybody knows what what I'm talkin' 'bout...
Everybody get's that way..
Sometimes I'm in a jam
I've gotta make a plan
It might be crazy
I do it anyway
No way to know for sure
I'll figure out a cure
I'm patchin' up the holes
But then it overflows
If I'm not doin' to well
Why be so hard on my self?
Nobody's Perfect!
I gotta work it!
Again and again till I get it right
Nobody's Perfect!
You live and you learn it!
And if I mess it up sometimes.
Nobody's perfect.......
Sometimes I work a scheme
But then it flips on me
Dosen't turn out how I planned gets stuck in quick sand
No problem, can be solved
Once I get involved
I try to be delicate
Then crash right into it
But my intentions are good
{yeah yeah yeah}
Sometimes just mis-understood
Nobody's Perfect!
I gotta work it!
Again and again till I get it right Nobody's Perfect!
You live and you'll learn it!
And if I mess it up sometimes...
Nobody's perfect I gotta work it!
I know that i'll find a way.
Nobody's perfect!
Sometimes I fix things up
And they fall apart again.
Nobody's perfect
I know I mix things up
But I always get it right in the end.
{you know I do}
Next time you feel like
its just one of those days
when you just can't seem to win
If things don't turn out the way you planned,
FIGURE SOMETHING ELSE OUT!
Don't stay down!
Try again!{yeah}
Everybody makes mistakes...
Everybody has those days...
Everybody knows what what I'm talkin' about...
Everybody get's that way...
Everybody makes mistakes...
Everybody has those days...
Everybody knows what what I'm talkin' about...
everybody gets that way
Nobody's Perfect!
I gotta work it!
Again and again till I get it right
Nobody's Perfect!
You'll live and you'll learn it!
And if I mess it up sometimes...
Nobody's perfect
I gotta work it
I know that I'll find a way
nobody's perfect
you'll live and you'll learn it
cause everybody makes mistakes
Nobody's Perfect
Nobody perfect no no
Nobody's perfect
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Thursday, January 24, 2008
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again .you know who this is for
We sign our cards and letters BFF
You've got a million ways to make me laugh You're lookin' out for me; you've got my back
It's so good to have you around
You know the secrets I could never tell
And when I'm quiet you break through my shell
Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell
Cause you keep my feet on the ground
You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend
You don't get angry when I change the plans Somehow you're never out of second chances Won't say "I told you" when I'm wrong again I'm so lucky that I've found
A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
True friends will go to the ends of the earth
Till they find the thing you need
Friends hang on through the ups and the downs
Cause they've got someone to believe in
A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
No need to pretend
OOH
You're a true friend
You're here till the end
Pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend [3x]
You've got a million ways to make me laugh You're lookin' out for me; you've got my back
It's so good to have you around
You know the secrets I could never tell
And when I'm quiet you break through my shell
Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell
Cause you keep my feet on the ground
You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend
You don't get angry when I change the plans Somehow you're never out of second chances Won't say "I told you" when I'm wrong again I'm so lucky that I've found
A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
True friends will go to the ends of the earth
Till they find the thing you need
Friends hang on through the ups and the downs
Cause they've got someone to believe in
A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
No need to pretend
OOH
You're a true friend
You're here till the end
Pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend [3x]
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Thursday, January 24, 2008
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this is for all... b/c i
I'm more than just
Your average girl
I'd like to ... (more)
Added: October 22, 2007
I'm more than just
Your average girl
I'd like to turn me up
And show the world
Aw yea
Cuz some can talk to the talk
But this girl just wants to rock
I'm individual
I'm not like anyone
I can be glam-or-ous
Just like you see in all the magazines
I can be cool as ice
Or anything I wanna be
Who said, who said
I can't be Superman
I say, I say
That I know I can
Who said, who said
I won't be President
I say, I say
You ain't seen nothin' yet
Aw yea
Yeaaaa
You wanna make some noise
Every girl has her choice
To lead their own parade
I do it my way
Ooooww...
I can be somethin' sweet
Or louder than the radio
Louder than the radio
I can be sophis-ti-cated
Or totally good
Or totally good
Who said, who said
I can't be Superman
I say, I say
That I know I can
Who said, who said
I'm not electrifying
I say, I say
[pause]
There's no holding back
Hangin' right on track
Cuz you control the game
So let them know your name
No limitations on imagination
Im-a-gi-nationnnnn
Yea!!
Who said, who said
I can't be worldwide
I say, I say
Time is on my side
Who said, who said
I can't be 10 feet tall
I say, I say
That I can have it all
Who said, who said
I can't be Superman
I say, I say
That I know I can
Who said, who said
I won't be president
I say, I say
You ain't seen nothin' yet
You ain't seen nothin' yet
Whoooa
Ayeaa
Who said
Come on
Ayeaa
Your average girl
I'd like to ... (more)
Added: October 22, 2007
I'm more than just
Your average girl
I'd like to turn me up
And show the world
Aw yea
Cuz some can talk to the talk
But this girl just wants to rock
I'm individual
I'm not like anyone
I can be glam-or-ous
Just like you see in all the magazines
I can be cool as ice
Or anything I wanna be
Who said, who said
I can't be Superman
I say, I say
That I know I can
Who said, who said
I won't be President
I say, I say
You ain't seen nothin' yet
Aw yea
Yeaaaa
You wanna make some noise
Every girl has her choice
To lead their own parade
I do it my way
Ooooww...
I can be somethin' sweet
Or louder than the radio
Louder than the radio
I can be sophis-ti-cated
Or totally good
Or totally good
Who said, who said
I can't be Superman
I say, I say
That I know I can
Who said, who said
I'm not electrifying
I say, I say
[pause]
There's no holding back
Hangin' right on track
Cuz you control the game
So let them know your name
No limitations on imagination
Im-a-gi-nationnnnn
Yea!!
Who said, who said
I can't be worldwide
I say, I say
Time is on my side
Who said, who said
I can't be 10 feet tall
I say, I say
That I can have it all
Who said, who said
I can't be Superman
I say, I say
That I know I can
Who said, who said
I won't be president
I say, I say
You ain't seen nothin' yet
You ain't seen nothin' yet
Whoooa
Ayeaa
Who said
Come on
Ayeaa
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Thursday, January 24, 2008
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lemme explain
alex wanteed me to seee id i could find a hanna montana song for all my frinds, so after googleing to FIND her songs this is it.
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Thursday, January 24, 2008
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YELLOW song
u each get a song...lucky you!
Cody will see you, one day.
Lyrics
Uh oh
There you go again talking cinematic
Yeah you!
You're charming, got everybody star struck.
I know
How you always seem to go
For the obvious instead of me
But get a ticket and you'll see
[Chorus:]
If we were a movie
You'd be the right guy
And I'd be the best friend
You'd fall in love with
In the end we'd be laughing
Watching the sunset
Fade to black
Show the names
Play that happy song
(Yeah)
Yeah, yeah
When you call me
I can hear it in your voice
Oh sure!
Wanna see me
And tell me all about her
La la
I'll be acting through my tears
I guess you'll never know
That I should win
An Oscar for this scene I'm in
[Chorus]
Wish I could tell you there's a twist
Some kind of hero in disguise
And we're together
It's for real
Now playing
Wish I could tell you there's a kiss
Like something more than in my mind
I see it
Could be amazing
[Chorus x3]
Cody will see you, one day.
Lyrics
Uh oh
There you go again talking cinematic
Yeah you!
You're charming, got everybody star struck.
I know
How you always seem to go
For the obvious instead of me
But get a ticket and you'll see
[Chorus:]
If we were a movie
You'd be the right guy
And I'd be the best friend
You'd fall in love with
In the end we'd be laughing
Watching the sunset
Fade to black
Show the names
Play that happy song
(Yeah)
Yeah, yeah
When you call me
I can hear it in your voice
Oh sure!
Wanna see me
And tell me all about her
La la
I'll be acting through my tears
I guess you'll never know
That I should win
An Oscar for this scene I'm in
[Chorus]
Wish I could tell you there's a twist
Some kind of hero in disguise
And we're together
It's for real
Now playing
Wish I could tell you there's a kiss
Like something more than in my mind
I see it
Could be amazing
[Chorus x3]
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Thursday, January 24, 2008
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Happy
Happy: (hap-pe)1. delighted, pleased, or glad, as over a particular thing: to be happy to see a person.
2. characterized by or indicative of pleasure, contentment, or joy: a happy mood; a happy frame of mind.
im happy.wow that word looks werid.
i think im going to be okay.
i can get thourgh it.
b/c i DO NOT give up.
i think NOT talking about it helped even more.
hmm. ya. im happy.
im shaking like a freaken leaf b/c im nourvous, but im happy.
happy is such a common word.
im...coalete. yea. new word.
b/c im that awesome.
so who else is coalete?
2. characterized by or indicative of pleasure, contentment, or joy: a happy mood; a happy frame of mind.
im happy.wow that word looks werid.
i think im going to be okay.
i can get thourgh it.
b/c i DO NOT give up.
i think NOT talking about it helped even more.
hmm. ya. im happy.
im shaking like a freaken leaf b/c im nourvous, but im happy.
happy is such a common word.
im...coalete. yea. new word.
b/c im that awesome.
so who else is coalete?
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Thursday, January 24, 2008
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Tuesday, January 22, 2008
i give up
yea. Kaitie the fighter gives up.
she cant deal.
so needs help when she stumbles.
she needs YOUR help sometimes.
She needs MORE GOD
she needs to stop talking in third person.
Hey Alex.....
i love our convos.......and you are right.
me well hey
Alex hey- how is James?
me pretty good. thanks for the prayers!
Alex Can i ask you something?
me okay
Alex why does he mean so much to you?
(20 mins later)
me. i cant really explain it...he just IS. he's family to me, we talk about everything...and i do mean EVERYTHING. and we talk,, a lot. till like 5 am. he can tell when somethings wrong, and will drag it out b/c he wants to help me. but will drop it if i need him to. he can tell if iv been crying in school, and when i get on aim he will be like " what's wrong?"
he helped me find God. and myself....he can make me laugh. at pretty much anything. including my self. he is so full of life! He is an amazing guy. he WANTS to be everyone's friend, ( think Jon week 3 "mud") hed do anything for me, as i would for him. he's an amazing Christian, and he helps out a lot at Northway.he is totally INSANE. He is the kinda person who makes you happy to be alive, and want to live. he can pretty much do anything, and he is the only person who understands me. he accepts me for who i am, he brings out the best in me. i love him.
Alex wow. wow. wow. wow. WOW WOW.
Alex thats deep.but it reminds me of Jon and Carely.
Me. yea.
Alex .is that..a good thing?
Me. i think so. sometimes
Alex i see.
Me. he's at ski club again....that will be $5
Alex REALLY!?!? why would he go back so soon?
Me. Its James. his life is full of risks, hes not happy just sitting forever. he has to do.
Alex, So ur Jon/
Me. Yeah
Alex, soo. does he kno?
Me no what?
Alex all of this.
Me i think so.
Alex blog this
Me kay
she cant deal.
so needs help when she stumbles.
she needs YOUR help sometimes.
She needs MORE GOD
she needs to stop talking in third person.
Hey Alex.....
i love our convos.......and you are right.
me well hey
Alex hey- how is James?
me pretty good. thanks for the prayers!
Alex Can i ask you something?
me okay
Alex why does he mean so much to you?
(20 mins later)
me. i cant really explain it...he just IS. he's family to me, we talk about everything...and i do mean EVERYTHING. and we talk,, a lot. till like 5 am. he can tell when somethings wrong, and will drag it out b/c he wants to help me. but will drop it if i need him to. he can tell if iv been crying in school, and when i get on aim he will be like " what's wrong?"
he helped me find God. and myself....he can make me laugh. at pretty much anything. including my self. he is so full of life! He is an amazing guy. he WANTS to be everyone's friend, ( think Jon week 3 "mud") hed do anything for me, as i would for him. he's an amazing Christian, and he helps out a lot at Northway.he is totally INSANE. He is the kinda person who makes you happy to be alive, and want to live. he can pretty much do anything, and he is the only person who understands me. he accepts me for who i am, he brings out the best in me. i love him.
Alex wow. wow. wow. wow. WOW WOW.
Alex thats deep.but it reminds me of Jon and Carely.
Me. yea.
Alex .is that..a good thing?
Me. i think so. sometimes
Alex i see.
Me. he's at ski club again....that will be $5
Alex REALLY!?!? why would he go back so soon?
Me. Its James. his life is full of risks, hes not happy just sitting forever. he has to do.
Alex, So ur Jon/
Me. Yeah
Alex, soo. does he kno?
Me no what?
Alex all of this.
Me i think so.
Alex blog this
Me kay
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Tuesday, January 22, 2008
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Sunday, January 20, 2008
new blog
yea me!
well i start me "diet" today......and i konw many of you want to make sure i do not overwork myself.....so i made this new blog. its by invite only. anyone wanna join?
well i start me "diet" today......and i konw many of you want to make sure i do not overwork myself.....so i made this new blog. its by invite only. anyone wanna join?
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Sunday, January 20, 2008
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Friday, January 18, 2008
time
is. what it is.
you deal.
you move one.
shes right...i have to deal.
and i am.
Hey Alex....
plan in motion.
you deal.
you move one.
shes right...i have to deal.
and i am.
Hey Alex....
plan in motion.
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Friday, January 18, 2008
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please.......
....stay. Please. I'm reaching out to you.....take my hand.....but only if you want to
.Please.....
.Please.....
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Friday, January 18, 2008
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Thursday, January 17, 2008
hey YOU
im not gonna put this in ur color...u know who u are.
i feel us growing apart.
and it scares me so very much.
i feel like I'm losing you.
I'm begging, please do not go.
you know this is to you, so please. talk to me.
i feel us growing apart.
and it scares me so very much.
i feel like I'm losing you.
I'm begging, please do not go.
you know this is to you, so please. talk to me.
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Thursday, January 17, 2008
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hahaha
Okay i have a lot to post. and I'm too lazy to do different posts each time.
The color blogs
lol- no point in putting this one in color....
the storm came, and riped our hearts away
it came to the point all we could do is pray.
heart pounding moments, every one is on edge,
waiting, waiting,
but the storm has passed. and were okay...
People sell scary things on eBay....
i didn't find what i was looking for....which is good b/c id freak if i did. but i found this I think we should get a set, LOL.
you make me happy..
Well. Wow. Its amazing.
check it out, faith. love. life.
D will u Ask him the the fire and ice
Me yea. i will. but hes still gonna say no
TO all
I was asked why i don't say i love you back.
I cant let to many ppl in
every time they say the will not leave , but they do. they say their different,
so if i say i love you, i mean it more then u will ever know. a lot more
HAha im off to ....idk
Thanks for all the prayers.
and letting ME freak,
i needed that
The color blogs
lol- no point in putting this one in color....
the storm came, and riped our hearts away
it came to the point all we could do is pray.
heart pounding moments, every one is on edge,
waiting, waiting,
but the storm has passed. and were okay...
People sell scary things on eBay....
i didn't find what i was looking for....which is good b/c id freak if i did. but i found this I think we should get a set, LOL.
you make me happy..
Well. Wow. Its amazing.
check it out, faith. love. life.
D will u Ask him the the fire and ice
Me yea. i will. but hes still gonna say no
TO all
I was asked why i don't say i love you back.
I cant let to many ppl in
every time they say the will not leave , but they do. they say their different,
so if i say i love you, i mean it more then u will ever know. a lot more
HAha im off to ....idk
Thanks for all the prayers.
and letting ME freak,
i needed that
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Thursday, January 17, 2008
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Wednesday, January 16, 2008
hey random guy.....
...thanks. and yea. breathing is a good thing.
On another note i think you are right......I'm allowed to.
nut...idk.... at least....i cant....
but thanks.
- girl who talks gibberish.
On another note i think you are right......I'm allowed to.
nut...idk.... at least....i cant....
but thanks.
- girl who talks gibberish.
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Wednesday, January 16, 2008
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Tuesday, January 15, 2008
I wish
Sometimes i wish you where there for me.
Sometimes i wish you could talk to me.
Sometimes i wish you would hold me, so i could cry......
Sometimes i wish. Sometimes i wish. Sometimes i wish.
Sometimes i wish you cared about me.
Sometimes i wish you could love me too.
I feel so alone sometimes, and i beg you, please do not leave me out in the cold...
I want you. I want you.
i want you to care. I want you to talk to me.
Can't you see how much you mean to me? Can't you see? Can't you see?
I want nothing but the best for you......i love you......
I want you to care.
I want you to hold me so i can cry.
I need you to tell me its okay. its alright.
I need you. i need you.
Can't you see you mean the world to me?
It pains to to think......
Please, Don't you care?
Sometimes i wish you could talk to me.
Sometimes i wish you would hold me, so i could cry......
Sometimes i wish. Sometimes i wish. Sometimes i wish.
Sometimes i wish you cared about me.
Sometimes i wish you could love me too.
I feel so alone sometimes, and i beg you, please do not leave me out in the cold...
I want you. I want you.
i want you to care. I want you to talk to me.
Can't you see how much you mean to me? Can't you see? Can't you see?
I want nothing but the best for you......i love you......
I want you to care.
I want you to hold me so i can cry.
I need you to tell me its okay. its alright.
I need you. i need you.
Can't you see you mean the world to me?
It pains to to think......
Please, Don't you care?
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Tuesday, January 15, 2008
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Sunday, January 13, 2008
hah
i want to talk about it.
some thing from my pastors blog. Yes, my pastor has A blog!
wow..i have a pastor.
it kinda just hit me....
who is he?
Well his name is Buddy.
hes madd awesome.
hes always there for anyone who needs him.....
the first time i saw a service i thought he was insane.
and he makes a great cheerleader!
lol....stupid curtain rod...
i feel at peace for once.....
......but dont get me started on boys
:P
some thing from my pastors blog. Yes, my pastor has A blog!
wow..i have a pastor.
it kinda just hit me....
who is he?
Well his name is Buddy.
hes madd awesome.
hes always there for anyone who needs him.....
the first time i saw a service i thought he was insane.
and he makes a great cheerleader!
lol....stupid curtain rod...
i feel at peace for once.....
......but dont get me started on boys
:P
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Sunday, January 13, 2008
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feelings.......
........funny little feellinngggs
something i noticed,, no mater what age u are feelings are real
take my 11 year old friends for example,
even though they call it love, i don't think its true love, just a part of it, but they really care bout each other
then there is me (15)
something i noticed,, no mater what age u are feelings are real
take my 11 year old friends for example,
even though they call it love, i don't think its true love, just a part of it, but they really care bout each other
then there is me (15)
i feel....like i cant talk about it
it hurts to much.....
then there is the 17- 18year olds.
there starting out new in life, fresh outta high school.
trying to find threre place in the world
ill do more later
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Sunday, January 13, 2008
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Friday, January 11, 2008
is anyone out there?
hey. you. yeah you.
how is life?
i think i lost kaitie along the way to finding her.
the Kaitie i know never gives up, shes a fighter.
am i?
i love.....God.
My friends.
My Family.
SO why can't i be happy?
The Kaitie I know never gives up, shes a fighter.
life.
Life is a blessing
time is a burden.
We have to deal with them both,
and find a balance.
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Friday, January 11, 2008
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Thursday, January 10, 2008
its me...again
this monday is swing club.
kaitie is going to swing club. not me.
the person you see is not kaitie, more like a half kaitie.
she needs to go away.
Kaitie is........Kaitie is......What am i?
i really don't know.
do you?
im lost
and kaitie is far away,
i post to much
but i love it.
i like to rant.
and cry when no one can see me.
like now.
am i really the girl, who is always alone?
kaitie is going to swing club. not me.
the person you see is not kaitie, more like a half kaitie.
she needs to go away.
Kaitie is........Kaitie is......What am i?
i really don't know.
do you?
im lost
and kaitie is far away,
i post to much
but i love it.
i like to rant.
and cry when no one can see me.
like now.
am i really the girl, who is always alone?
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Thursday, January 10, 2008
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i can't explain it.
i feel so....not real.
I'm crying on the inside, which is a side of me you will never see
big buckets of tears, falling like a waterfall.
trying to drown me from the inside out.
I mean it. please. stop. don't.
i feel like i should run.
far far away.
but the Kaitie you know is a fighter.
she does not want to give up.
Am i Kaitie?
On the blog of one of my friends, it asked if when we lost ourselfs, do we become two people.
I think we do.
The Kaitie I know never gives up, shes a fighter.
So i ask you. Am i still Kaitie?
I think i am lost from kaitie.
She and i Are one in the same,
but shes better then who i am now.
i want to find her again.
Kaitie, where are you?
and who am i now?
i feel so....not real.
I'm crying on the inside, which is a side of me you will never see
big buckets of tears, falling like a waterfall.
trying to drown me from the inside out.
I mean it. please. stop. don't.
i feel like i should run.
far far away.
but the Kaitie you know is a fighter.
she does not want to give up.
Am i Kaitie?
On the blog of one of my friends, it asked if when we lost ourselfs, do we become two people.
I think we do.
The Kaitie I know never gives up, shes a fighter.
So i ask you. Am i still Kaitie?
I think i am lost from kaitie.
She and i Are one in the same,
but shes better then who i am now.
i want to find her again.
Kaitie, where are you?
and who am i now?
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Thursday, January 10, 2008
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Wednesday, January 9, 2008
a book
I'm writing a book. and you are all in it.
if that's okay
I'm going to publish it
by the time James and Ashlie graduate
so im gonna post questions for you to answer
like this one
what is your fav thing to do?
what do you like best in opposite sex (list 6)
if that's okay
I'm going to publish it
by the time James and Ashlie graduate
so im gonna post questions for you to answer
like this one
what is your fav thing to do?
what do you like best in opposite sex (list 6)
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Wednesday, January 09, 2008
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i know i know......
its been like post after post today.....
stick with me okay?
hey, who reads my blog?
and how often?
comment your answer please.
b/c how often u read it will depend on when i post.
if u have a blog that i don't know if lemme no.
and sometimes, i write in color when i want to tell u something, but don't want to use ur name
lemme no if you still need a color
i may post more tonight.
<3-
kaitie ~peace~
stick with me okay?
hey, who reads my blog?
and how often?
comment your answer please.
b/c how often u read it will depend on when i post.
if u have a blog that i don't know if lemme no.
and sometimes, i write in color when i want to tell u something, but don't want to use ur name
lemme no if you still need a color
i may post more tonight.
<3-
kaitie ~peace~
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Wednesday, January 09, 2008
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Dear LAV
Thanks for the comment. You think I'm interesting? ha. I'm just a normal teenage girl. But then again, what is normal? I don't think i am normal. ha. I mean, in some ways i am...but I'm really different. looking at me you would never know......mostly i keeps things inside. ) but I'm working on that. lol what started out as a simple thank you, turned into a post about myself..........
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Wednesday, January 09, 2008
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gahhh
ever have one of those days?
where nothing can go right?
and the day was planed out to be wicked awesome......
but it all just fell apart?
and you want to run and cry?
A LOT?
yea. i had one of those days.
it sucked.
and no.
i don't want to talk about it.
at least not with you.
yea, you.
i think.....i mean know i don't want to be alone.
but, sometimes you don't have a choice.
ha. life is funny that way........
where nothing can go right?
and the day was planed out to be wicked awesome......
but it all just fell apart?
and you want to run and cry?
A LOT?
yea. i had one of those days.
it sucked.
and no.
i don't want to talk about it.
at least not with you.
yea, you.
i think.....i mean know i don't want to be alone.
but, sometimes you don't have a choice.
ha. life is funny that way........
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Wednesday, January 09, 2008
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well......
i am blessed.
i really am.
today i have LD after school.
and....... MY FIRST SWING LESSONS!!!!! YEAAAAAAA
James ( my madd hot instructor) Is going to teach me. I AM SO EXCITED.
ha. this can't go well......I'm SUCH a klutz.
And my package comes today.
so today, is one of the BEST days iv had in, well forever.....
be back to blog tonight!
<3 ~peace~
kaitie
i really am.
today i have LD after school.
and....... MY FIRST SWING LESSONS!!!!! YEAAAAAAA
James ( my madd hot instructor) Is going to teach me. I AM SO EXCITED.
ha. this can't go well......I'm SUCH a klutz.
And my package comes today.
so today, is one of the BEST days iv had in, well forever.....
be back to blog tonight!
<3 ~peace~
kaitie
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Wednesday, January 09, 2008
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Saturday, January 5, 2008
My package!
http://www.fedex.com/Tracking?language=english&cntry_code=us&tracknumbers=539836072415629
ha. I'm stalking it. i can't wait for it to get here!
its got a ton of scrapbook stuff.
and maybe a surprise or two for my friends........ :p
ha. I'm stalking it. i can't wait for it to get here!
its got a ton of scrapbook stuff.
and maybe a surprise or two for my friends........ :p
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Saturday, January 05, 2008
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Friday, January 4, 2008
Plans for '08
1. I will wear swim fins to the mall and act like everything is perfectly normal.
2. I will attempt to play an accordion while standing on one foot.
3. I will hand out large quantities of bubble gum to several of my friends and challenge them to a bubble-blowing contest.
4. I will spin in circles until I fall down.
5. I will jump rope with my younger sibs
6. I will spend an afternoon in the children's department of my local library reading books I loved as a kid.
7. I will watch a cartoon show that used to be my absolute favorite.
8. I will show up at a party with a gallon of ice cream, whipped cream, chocolate syrup and sprinkles, and announce, "Sundaes for everybody!"
9. I will sing in the shower.
10. I will quack like a duck at least three different times during a day of my choice.
11. I will spend one Saturday morning playing at my old elementary school playground.
12. I will look in a mirror and make goofy faces until my face hurts from laughing at myself.
13. I will buy a 1,000-piece puzzle, remove one piece and give the puzzle to someone who absolutely loves puzzles (and hates missing pieces). I will later 'fess up—and give them the missing piece.
14. I will spend an afternoon with a friend making snow angels (or sand angels).
16. I will carry an opened umbrella on a very sunny day.
17. I will go to McDonald's with my friends and talk everybody into ordering Happy Meals.
18. I will wear socks that don't match.
19. I will roll down the biggest hill I can find.
20. I will belt out opera tunes between classes, and when someone asks me what I'm doing, I'll say: "Rehearsing, what does it sound like I'm doing?"
21. I will purchase 10 decks of cards for the sole purpose of making the world's largest card castle.
22. I will smile for no real good reason at all—except that it just makes me feel good.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
okay- the real ones
( but i might just do the above)
1. i want to grow with God.
2. I want to learn to play the keyboard- something i promised my great grandma id do. ( i just need a teacher who can put up with me)
3. Sky Dive! this is like a dream of mine. for like ever
4. Improve my french. and go there someday. soon.
Je peux parler un peu français, mais je veux améliorer. J'adore la langue française, il est joli. Mais, ils ont beaucoup de règles!
5. met new ppl
6. blog weekly.
7. make new friends
8. get fit.
9. learn to swing dance.
10. be happy.
11. stay alive. -lol this means a lot to me.
12. share my poems.
( if i know you, chances are i wrote a poem about you- just ask!)
13. Get over my fear of new ppl
2. I will attempt to play an accordion while standing on one foot.
3. I will hand out large quantities of bubble gum to several of my friends and challenge them to a bubble-blowing contest.
4. I will spin in circles until I fall down.
5. I will jump rope with my younger sibs
6. I will spend an afternoon in the children's department of my local library reading books I loved as a kid.
7. I will watch a cartoon show that used to be my absolute favorite.
8. I will show up at a party with a gallon of ice cream, whipped cream, chocolate syrup and sprinkles, and announce, "Sundaes for everybody!"
9. I will sing in the shower.
10. I will quack like a duck at least three different times during a day of my choice.
11. I will spend one Saturday morning playing at my old elementary school playground.
12. I will look in a mirror and make goofy faces until my face hurts from laughing at myself.
13. I will buy a 1,000-piece puzzle, remove one piece and give the puzzle to someone who absolutely loves puzzles (and hates missing pieces). I will later 'fess up—and give them the missing piece.
14. I will spend an afternoon with a friend making snow angels (or sand angels).
16. I will carry an opened umbrella on a very sunny day.
17. I will go to McDonald's with my friends and talk everybody into ordering Happy Meals.
18. I will wear socks that don't match.
19. I will roll down the biggest hill I can find.
20. I will belt out opera tunes between classes, and when someone asks me what I'm doing, I'll say: "Rehearsing, what does it sound like I'm doing?"
21. I will purchase 10 decks of cards for the sole purpose of making the world's largest card castle.
22. I will smile for no real good reason at all—except that it just makes me feel good.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
okay- the real ones
( but i might just do the above)
1. i want to grow with God.
2. I want to learn to play the keyboard- something i promised my great grandma id do. ( i just need a teacher who can put up with me)
3. Sky Dive! this is like a dream of mine. for like ever
4. Improve my french. and go there someday. soon.
Je peux parler un peu français, mais je veux améliorer. J'adore la langue française, il est joli. Mais, ils ont beaucoup de règles!
5. met new ppl
6. blog weekly.
7. make new friends
8. get fit.
9. learn to swing dance.
10. be happy.
11. stay alive. -lol this means a lot to me.
12. share my poems.
( if i know you, chances are i wrote a poem about you- just ask!)
13. Get over my fear of new ppl
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